I follow you

For your guidance has never steered me wrong.

Thank you Lord for these wonderful gifts, as I hope you will give me the power and ability to share them with others. Though I may not be prepared to spread your word, I will never deny a chance to spread your love.

Please help me to do this in these times of need. I can feel the pain of those around me, and I ask God that you help. Please help her to find you and find her way, for though I will keep calling her name I am afraid that it has fallen upon deaf ears.

She is lost and she knows it. I want to walk her through the fog but I can't. I can only hope that you will give me the strength to keep calling out to her, and give her the light to find her way.

I love my best friend and I don't want her to be hurt.

Please help me spread your love to her so that she feels it, so that she may be happy again.

Oh the little things

Falling in love by yourself is like bungee jumping. The fall feels great, but in the back of your mind, you're nervous as all hell that the bungee will break and leave you not to your death, but to be mangled and in intense pain laying on the floor helplessly.

I'm not asking you to keep the rope from breaking. I'm not asking you to make him fall in love with me, because I know you can't do that.

I'm just asking for the ability and strength to not care about the damn rope and just be me.

The world is bigger than you and me

I sometimes feel "chosen." I know not yet what I am chosen for, just that I am.

I ask Lord, to be shown the way to spread the love and faith that I have in my heart with others. In the spirit of Christmas, I want to give all that I can, and the greatest thing that I have is you.

You are the feeling, the lump in my throat, the weight in my heart. I know this because you lead me to him. And more and more each day I feel that you created him just for me. I know this is a selfish reasoning, and that he serves a purpose far greater than to please me. But never has my heart been filled with such hope, faith, happiness, optimism.
Love.
And it is because of this that fear sometimes makes an entrance.

Rain rain go away. I found the sun and I want it to stay.

Love Thy Neighbor

Help me to heal the pain that I've caused my mother.

And help her to find you, so that she may better find herself. She is so alone, and I fear that her loneliness will only bring her to darker places. Help her to see your light, and the light that she holds inside. She is an incredible human being that I owe all my gratitude. No one will love her like I do. Please help her to see that, and to find the same love in herself.

Thank you

Thank you for watching over those that watch over me :)

There are so many great things going on in my life, and I know its because you've given me the strength to find them.

Daisies

I thought about you today.

I was sitting at the computer desk, and I felt my cat rub up against my leg for attention. I looked down at her. "Awww booboo," I said, my voice low and raspy.

The crackle in my voice surprised me. It sounded just like you. It sounded like the way you'd call Rocky over to you. You used to say you didn't want a cat- that you hated them. But you let me get one, and you loved him just as much as I did.

Where does the time go, Auntie? It seemed like just yesterday.

I miss you. I wish you'd come back and teach me how to make meatballs.

Today

You were there. Others may be losing their faith in you. I'm just finding you.