The world is bigger than you and me

I sometimes feel "chosen." I know not yet what I am chosen for, just that I am.

I ask Lord, to be shown the way to spread the love and faith that I have in my heart with others. In the spirit of Christmas, I want to give all that I can, and the greatest thing that I have is you.

You are the feeling, the lump in my throat, the weight in my heart. I know this because you lead me to him. And more and more each day I feel that you created him just for me. I know this is a selfish reasoning, and that he serves a purpose far greater than to please me. But never has my heart been filled with such hope, faith, happiness, optimism.
Love.
And it is because of this that fear sometimes makes an entrance.

Rain rain go away. I found the sun and I want it to stay.