The world is bigger than you and me

I sometimes feel "chosen." I know not yet what I am chosen for, just that I am.

I ask Lord, to be shown the way to spread the love and faith that I have in my heart with others. In the spirit of Christmas, I want to give all that I can, and the greatest thing that I have is you.

You are the feeling, the lump in my throat, the weight in my heart. I know this because you lead me to him. And more and more each day I feel that you created him just for me. I know this is a selfish reasoning, and that he serves a purpose far greater than to please me. But never has my heart been filled with such hope, faith, happiness, optimism.
Love.
And it is because of this that fear sometimes makes an entrance.

Rain rain go away. I found the sun and I want it to stay.

Love Thy Neighbor

Help me to heal the pain that I've caused my mother.

And help her to find you, so that she may better find herself. She is so alone, and I fear that her loneliness will only bring her to darker places. Help her to see your light, and the light that she holds inside. She is an incredible human being that I owe all my gratitude. No one will love her like I do. Please help her to see that, and to find the same love in herself.

Thank you

Thank you for watching over those that watch over me :)

There are so many great things going on in my life, and I know its because you've given me the strength to find them.

Daisies

I thought about you today.

I was sitting at the computer desk, and I felt my cat rub up against my leg for attention. I looked down at her. "Awww booboo," I said, my voice low and raspy.

The crackle in my voice surprised me. It sounded just like you. It sounded like the way you'd call Rocky over to you. You used to say you didn't want a cat- that you hated them. But you let me get one, and you loved him just as much as I did.

Where does the time go, Auntie? It seemed like just yesterday.

I miss you. I wish you'd come back and teach me how to make meatballs.

Today

You were there. Others may be losing their faith in you. I'm just finding you.